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From: "Mr. Teo En Ming (Zhang Enming)" <space.time.universe@×××××.com>
To: gentoo-user@l.g.o
Cc: "space.time.universe@×××××.com" <space.time.universe@×××××.com>, "teoenming@×××××××.com" <teoenming@×××××××.com>
Subject: [gentoo-user] Open Letter (Plea for Medical Help/Assistance) to World Leaders
Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2010 23:11:11
1 My Facebook account:
3 Scanned documents in the (currently 40) photo albums of my Facebook
4 account:
7 ==============================================================================================================================================
9 To: The Linux Community
11 I am a big fan of Linux. In fact, I am running Fedora 11 x86_64 64-bit
12 Linux on my home multimedia desktop tower system. In order to run
13 multiple other Linux distributions at the same time without rebooting my
14 home personal computer, I am using the open source Xen Type 1
15 hypervisor/virtualization solution.
17 You may check out my work and in-depth technical details on VGA
18 Pass-through for add-on PCI-Express x16 graphics card to Xen-based
19 Windows XP Home Edition 32-bit guest operating system/HVM domU running
20 inside my Fedora 11 64-bit host operating system at the xen-devel (Xen
21 developers) mailing list at the following internet links from July to
22 November 2009.
24 July 2009:
26 August 2009:
28 September 2009:
30 October 2009:
32 November 2009:
35 You may also watch High-Definition (HD) videos of Intel VT-d VGA
36 Pass-through for PCI-Express x16 graphics card to Windows XP Home
37 Edition HVM domU guest operating system at my Youtube account. Please
38 visit the following Youtube link to watch my videos:
42 My works on the open source Xen virtualization Intel VT-d VGA
43 pass-through, Building a Rocks HPC Cluster with Xen Hardware Virtual
44 Machines (HVM), How to Setup a Virtual Supercomputer Center or HPC
45 Cluster using Xen Virtual Machines, and Using Xen Virtualization
46 Environment for Development and Testing of Supercomputer and High
47 Performance Computing (HPC) Cluster MPICH2 Applications were also listed
48 on the official website.
52 Besides running Fedora 11 64-bit Linux as my host operating system (my
53 heavily customized Xen Paravirt-Operations Domain 0 or Parent Partition
54 in Windows Server 2008 speak with various pv-ops Dom0-patched
55 self-compiled kernels), I am also running other Linux distributions like
56 Fedora 12 i386 32-bit Linux, FreeBSD amd64 UNIX, openSolaris 64-bit
57 UNIX, openSUSE 11.2 Linux, NPACI Rocks HPC Cluster, Slackware64 13.0
58 64-bit Linux, and Ubuntu 9.10 Linux, either as para-virtualized (PV), or
59 fully virtualized guest operating systems/domU. Non-*NIX operating
60 systems like Windows XP, Windows Vista, and Windows 7 have to be run as
61 Hardware Virtual Machines (HVM) under a Xen pv-ops Dom0 Linux operating
62 system.
64 You may want to refer to my picture/screenshot tutorials of installing
65 various Linux distributions, UNIX variants like FreeBSD, and UNIX
66 operating system openSolaris as virtual machines/guest operating systems
67 under a Linux host operating system at my website. Please
68 click on the following internet link:
72 This is my secondary IT blog.
74 My primary IT blog is
76 Since Google Inc. announced the release of the open source 32-bit
77 Chromium OS (which is actually a stripped down Ubuntu 9.10-based Linux
78 operating system) for netbooks last year, I have made an un-official
79 port of chromiumos to the x86_64 64-bit architecture, which I called
80 ChromiumOS64 myself. In the later stages of development, I have added
81 Jeremy Fitzhardinge's Xen paravirt-ops Dom0 capability to my un-official
82 ChromiumOS64 project (ChromiumOS64-Xen). My ChromiumOS64 and
83 ChromiumOS64-Xen projects are listed at the official website.
84 Please visit
88 I am also enthusiastic about customizing and compiling my own Linux kernels.
90 To add basic security to my home personal Linux multimedia computer, I
91 have installed the open source Snort Network Intrusion Detection System
92 (NIDS) and the open source OSSEC Host Intrusion Detection System (HIDS).
93 A basic iptables script is also in force. I am also running SETI@Home
94 (BOINC client) on my Linux PC to contribute to the search for
95 extraterrestrials.
97 And not forgetting that I have compiled Linux from Scratch (LFS) 6.5
98 from scratch following the LFS 6.5 Handbook and installed the PacMan
99 Package Manager, essentially making it an ArchLinux Linux distribution.
101 I hope that the above information that I have provided may be useful to you.
103 ==============================================================================================================================================
105 --UPDATED 11 August 2010 4:56 A.M. Singapore Time
107 --UPDATED 22 July 2010 11:09 A.M. Singapore time
109 [***URGENT***]
110 15 June 2010 Tuesday
111 5:50 P.M. Singapore Time
113 To (long list of recipients):
115 Médecins Sans Frontières (Doctors without Borders)
116 Reporters Sans Frontières (Reporters without Broders)
117 International Comittee of the Red Cross
118 International Federation of Red Cross and Red Crescent Societies
119 World Health Organization
120 United Nations Secretary-General Ban Ki-moon
121 United Nations Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights
122 United Nations Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs
123 President of the United States of America Barrack Obama
124 First Lady of the United States Michelle Obama
125 United States House of Representatives
126 Speaker of the U.S. House of Representatives Nancy Pelosy
127 U.S. House Majority Leader Steny Hoyer
128 U.S. House Minority Leader John Boehner
129 United States Senate
130 President of the U.S. Senate Joseph R. Biden, Jr.
131 President Pro Tempore of the U.S. Senate Daniel K. Inouye
132 U.S. Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid
133 U.S. Senate Minority Leader Mitch McConnell
134 President of the Russian Federation Dmitry Medvedev
135 Prime Minister of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern
136 Ireland David Cameron
137 President of the Fifth French Republic Nicolas Sarkozy
138 Federal Chancellor of Germany Angela Merkel
139 Prime Minister of Italy Silvio Berlusconi
140 Prime Minister of Canada Stephen Harper
141 Prime Minister of Australia The Honorable Kevin Rudd MP
142 Prime Minister of New Zealand John Key
143 Prime Minister of Japan Naoto Kan
144 President of the Republic of China (Taiwan) Ma Ying-jeou
145 President of the European Union Jose Manuel Barroso
146 Members of the European Parliament
147 The Oprah Winfrey Show
148 The Rachel Ray Show
149 The Ellen DeGeneres Show
150 Larry King Live TV Show
151 Charlie Rose TV Show
152 International Court of Justice
153 International Court of Human Rights
154 European Court of Human Rights
155 European Court of Justice
156 Public Broadcasting Service
157 American Broadcasting Company (ABC)
158 National Broadcasting Company
159 CBS Broadcasting Inc.
160 Fox News
161 The CW Television Network
162 Ion Television
163 Bloomberg Television
164 America One
165 Omni Broadcasting Network
166 CNN
167 BBC News
168 Canadian Broadcasting Corporation
169 Amnesty International
170 The Carter Center
171 Every Human Has Rights
172 The Wall Street Journal
173 USA Today
174 The New York Times
175 Los Angeles Times
176 The Washington Post
177 Daily News
178 New York Post
179 San Jose Mercury News
180 Contra Costa Times
181 The Oakland Tribune
182 Chicago Tribune
183 Houston Chronicle
184 The Arizona Republic
185 The Philadelphia Inquirer
186 Philadelphia Daily News
187 Newsday
188 The Denver Post
189 Star Tribune
190 St. Petersburg Times
191 Chicago Sun-Times
192 The Plain Dealer
193 Oregonian !The Oregonian
194 The Seattle Times
195 The Dallas Morning News
196 Detroit Free Press
197 The San Diego Union-Tribune
198 San Francisco Chronicle
199 The Star-Ledger
200 The Boston Globe
201 The Kansas City Star
202 The Sacramento Bee
203 St. Louis Post-Dispatch
204 The Sun
205 The Orange County Register
206 The Atlanta Journal-Constitution
207 The Indianapolis Star
208 St. Paul Pioneer Press
209 Pittsburgh Post-Gazette
210 Orlando Sentinel
211 Milwaukee Journal Sentinel
212 Arkansas Democrat-Gazette
213 The Courier-Journal
214 South Florida Sun-Sentinel
215 Las Vegas Review-Journal
216 The Cincinnati Enquirer
217 Miami Herald
218 Pittsburgh Tribune-Review
219 The Columbus Dispatch
220 The Charlotte Observer
221 Fort Worth Star-Telegram
222 The Buffalo News
223 The Virginian-Pilot
224 The Tampa Tribune
225 The Record
226 The Times-Picayune
227 Omaha World-Herald
228 The Oklahoman
229 The Detroit News
230 The Commercial Appeal
231 San Antonio Express-News
232 Austin American-Statesman
233 The Hartford Courant
234 The News & Observer
235 The Tennessean
236 Boston Herald
237 Investor's Business Daily
238 Richmond Times-Dispatch
239 Democrat and Chronicle
240 The Palm Beach Post
241 Fresno Bee
242 The Blade
243 The Florida Times-Union
244 Asbury Park Press
245 The Press-Enterprise
246 The Birmingham News
247 The Des Moines Register
248 The Salt Lake Tribune
249 Arizona Daily Star
250 Daily Herald
251 The Morning Call
252 Akron Beacon Journal
253 Dayton Daily News
254 Lexington Herald-Leader
255 Tulsa World
256 Knoxville News Sentinel
257 Grand Rapids Press
258 The Providence Journal
259 Press-Register
260 Albuquerque Journal
261 The News Journal
262 Wisconsin State Journal
263 The Post-Standard
264 Los Angeles Daily News
265 Sarasota Herald-Tribune
266 The Post and Courier
267 The News Tribune
268 The Journal News
269 The Times of Northwest Indiana
270 The Gazette
271 La Opinión
272 The State
273 Intelligencer Journal/Lancaster New Era
274 The Daily Telegraph
275 Financial Times
276 The Sunday Telegraph
277 The Sunday Times
278 The Guardian
279 The Observer
280 The Independent
281 The Times
282 Independent on Sunday
283 The Herald
284 The Press and Journal
285 The Daily Telegraph
286 The Courier
287 Sunday Herald
288 Scotland on Sunday
289 The Sunday Times
290 The Scotsman
291 The Times
292 The Independent
293 The Guardian
294 The Western Mail
295 Y Cymro
296 New York Times columnist William Lewis Safire
297 Former President of Singapore Devan Nair
298 Former Solicitor-General of Singapore Francis Seow, Harvard Law School
299 Visiting Fellow
300 Secretary of Commonwealth of Massachusetts William Francis Galvin
301 Singapore Citizen/Singaporean Seelan Palay
303 Former U.S. Secretary of State Henry Alfred Kissinger
306 Dear Sir/Madam,
308 RE: Open Letter (Plea for Medical Help/Assistance) to World Leaders
310 I have uploaded photos, videos, and audios of myself, scanned images of
311 my ECG Graphs, laboratory blood test reports, X-Ray films and medical
312 documents to Facebook (Facebook account: Teo En Ming (Zhang Enming)) and
313 other preferred multimedia sharing sites. Hopefully, my online accounts,
314 including Facebook, will not be compromised by my antagonists. I hope
315 that the content (text, video, and audio) in my data sharing sites will
316 remain fully intact without unauthorized alteration, modification, and
317 deletion by my adversaries. And hopefully nobody will close my Facebook
318 account without my authorization and consent either.
320 I am exceedingly concerned that I might have heart/coronary artery
321 disease and that it might be in the late stages.
323 My physical symptoms are:
325 1) Aching in the upper left of my chest since beginning January 2009 90%
326 of the time, sometimes it may migrate to the right side
327 2) Shortness of breath from time to time
328 3) Palpitations in the last few days (I can feel my heart beat very hard
329 and irregularly)
330 4) Muscle aches in the hands and legs, sometimes my hands(palms) will cramp
331 5) Involuntary movement of fingers/thumbs occasionally
332 6) Facial spasms occasionally
333 7) Sometimes I will feel my body "vibrating" anywhere from head to toe
334 8) When I tried to feel the pulses on my wrists, the pulses will
335 "disappear" after a while. This is contrary to what doctors, nurses, and
336 others have been telling me. That my pulses are consistent.
337 9) Sometimes when I am just about to fall asleep, I will get a sudden
338 jerk or have a feeling that I am falling or my heart is going to pop out
339 10) giddiness/dizziness/light-headedness from time to time
340 11) Sometimes I will feel weak after just waking up, especially in the
341 hands
342 12) discomfort at the back of my head from time to time
344 I have visited many doctors at Accidents and Emergency (A&E) departments
345 of many general hospitals here but they all try to brush me off and tell
346 me I am fine. My request for Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI) for the
347 brain and (more specifically the) heart is usually declined. It seems
348 that the doctors are stalling for time, dragging and delaying until
349 maybe it is too late to do anything for me. I have been unemployed since
350 1st October 2009 and have depleted all my personal savings.
352 In May 2009, which is just last year only, I have done a MIBI heart
353 perfusion study (radioisotope IV + gamma camera) and the
354 cardiologist/heart specialist told me I have NO heart/coronary artery
355 disease (even though I have high cholesterol and it could be managed).
356 LVEF was 64% and MIBI was negative for ischemic at Stage 2 Bruce (as at
357 21st May 2009). How could it then have progressed, from NO heart/artery
358 disease to the above-mentioned physical symptoms, in such a very short
359 period of time?! This is all very very very strange. Could it be some
360 other problem instead? Heart/coronary artery disease takes many many
361 years to develop.
363 As you can observe, I am nowhere as obese as Moses Lim, a Singaporean
364 Mediacorp TV actor.
365 References, photos, and videos of Moses Lim:
366 (1)
367 (2)
368 (3)
369 (4)
370 Yet he is already 60 years old. I also had a grandmother who was very
371 very obese and she was able to live until 60+ years old. There are many
372 many people who are far fatter and have far greater builds than me. They
373 do not have any physical complaints like mine. Why do I have
374 weird/strange physical symptoms like giddiness/dizziness, chest aches,
375 muscle aches in the limbs, shortness of breath, hyperventilations, and
376 palpitations all of a sudden at 32 years old? Foul play?!?!?!
378 Could it be that my neighbours have been
379 frightening/terrifying/threatening me everyday 24x7 non-stop for the
380 past 3-4 years with all sorts of terrible/horrible things that can
381 happen to me? Maybe my heart couldn't take the stress under such an
382 intensive, constant and prolonged psychological abuse? I have also heard
383 them talk about me to various people while I am at home. I think they do
384 that purposely. But I have had totally no say at all from start to
385 finish because I am not allowed any chance for direct involvement. I am
386 being excluded and not given any chance to know anything. They also seem
387 to have gathered/amassed a lot of private information about me. I
388 seriously wonder how they do that. They appear to be extremely
389 resourceful and motivated. There appears to be some intrigue and shroud
390 of secrecy around me. These people know all of my online monikers and
391 email addresses. They have been submitting online forms using my
392 identity and have even attempted to submit password reset instructions
393 for me without my knowledge and consent. I actually overheard my
394 neighbours claiming to have passwords/complete access to all my email
395 accounts and other online accounts. They may also create phony email
396 accounts and send messages impersonating as me without my knowledge.
398 Thank you very much for your kind attention and concern.
400 PS.
402 (1) My neighbours have claimed that they will never stop or waver in
403 their psychological warfare on me unless I commit suicide. Or they will
404 wait patiently until I have a heart attack or stroke. How callous they
405 are! I want to live and live to a ripe old age. And I wish for a long
406 and healthy life too.
408 (2) I have a severe panic attack on 27 May 2010 Thursday and several
409 panic attacks after that. Due to the panic attacks and the severe
410 anxiety caused by my neighbours, I have been warded in Changi General
411 Hospital (Ward 14) for 2 weeks (from 1st June 2010 to 15th June 2010)
412 (EDIT: It's actually four weeks (from 1st Jun 2010 to 2nd July 2010)). I
413 am actually on home leave today to write this letter (15 June 2010). I
414 will be going back to the ward at night, hopefully before 8 P.M.
416 (3) Most of the nurses in Ward 14 CGH have been very nice and friendly
417 to me. Hopefully they are not putting on a false front. But the doctors
418 there are as obstinate as mules. They stubbornly and stoutly refuse to
419 give me any advanced heart imaging tests, e.g. MRI (preferred), CT-scan
420 (not preferred), echo cardiogram, and ankle brachial index (ABI) tests.
422 (4) I have a medical appointment at the National Heart Center Singapore
423 on 17 June 2010, which is next Thursday. I hope that the heart
424 specialist there will allow me to do the advanced imaging tests
425 (brain/heart) that I want and tell me the absolute truth about my
426 medical condition.
428 (5) My neighbours have strangely and repeatedly commanded me hundreds of
429 times to apply to work in a casino else I would not get medical
430 treatment. Strange? Baffling? A casino environment is not suitable for
431 me and I do not want to work in a casino. I want to work as an
432 Information Technology (IT) engineer. This is my preferred profession.
434 (6) After discharging from CGH on 2nd July 2010, I still have not
435 managed to get any advanced medical imaging tests (MRI) for my
436 heart/brain. The doctors at CGH have consistently refused to do the
437 tests for me.
439 (7) I went for an ABI test at National Heart Center Singapore on the day
440 of discharge from CGH (2nd July 2010). The results appear to be okay.
441 Please refer to my facebook account for the details of the test results.
442 (Rt: 1.05 Lt: 1.04)
444 (8) I am given a full echo cardiogram appointment at the National Heart
445 Center Singapore on 2nd Sept 2010. But I am still not given any MRI
446 tests for my heart/brain. Strange. (EDIT: I have brought forward my
447 echocardiogram appointment to 11 August 2010 Wednesday 2:00 P.M.
448 Singapore Time)
450 (9) I am writing point number 9 onwards until point 29 on 11 Aug 2010
451 Wednesday Singapore Time. Please take note.
453 (10) During my one month hospital stay at Changi General Hospital (Ward
454 14) from 1st June 2010 to 2nd July 2010, my neighbours did not come to
455 harass me. The physical symptoms which I have described above (except my
456 chronic chest pain) gradually subsided. Except for the very first day in
457 the hospital ward when I have a number of panic attacks while talking to
458 Dr. Sim Ching Ching in a consulting room and the following morning while
459 talking to Dr. Lui, I did not have any more panic attacks and my anxiety
460 levels decreased during the rest of my hospital stay.
462 (11) After my discharge from CGH on 2nd July 2010, the disturbances from
463 my neighbours have substantially decreased in frequency. I do not know
464 why but all of a sudden, from 31st July 2010 Saturday Singapore Time
465 onwards, my neighbours have re-started or resumed their operations in
466 harassing, frightening, terrifying, threatening, and conducting
467 psychological warfare on me in much increased intensity. They keep
468 talking to me every few minutes every day 24x7 day and night. It's not a
469 face-to-face talk that you might imagine. I didn't converse with them
470 much. They just keep talking to me unilaterally. In Housing &
471 Development Board (HDB) apartment flats in Singapore, you could hear
472 your neighbours in the units to your immediate left, to your immediate
473 right, and also in the units immediately above and below you, if they
474 are to talk sufficiently loud. If you stay on the 2nd story, you could
475 even hear people talking in the void deck (ground floor) and as well as
476 from the carpark. It's a psychological warfare by my neighbours to
477 instill fear and increase my anxiety.
479 (12) My neighbours have proudly claimed that they have strong and
480 powerful backing from their masters. They told me that they cannot stop
481 harassing me at all because they are under orders/instructions from
482 their masters.
484 (13) I have thought of relocating my domicile but my neighbours claimed
485 that even if I moved to another location in Singapore far far away from
486 them, another set of people would be tasked to harass me and take over
487 from them.
489 (14) Shortly after graduating from the National University of Singapore
490 (NUS) with a Bachelor of Engineering (Mechanical Engineering) degree in
491 December 2006, I joined the Defense Science and Technology Agency (DSTA)
492 in the Infocomm Infrastructure Division in February 2007 as an
493 Information Technology (IT) engineer, administrating Linux, UNIX, and
494 Windows Servers in its data center. DSTA is an agency under the
495 Singapore Ministry of Defense.
497 (15) Sometime before I left DSTA in August 2007, my neighbours and their
498 friends *first* started to harass, stalk, and conduct psychological
499 warfare on me by instilling fear and increasing my anxiety at home and
500 almost everywhere I go.
502 (16) Within a short period of time, I managed to secure a job as an IT
503 engineer in National Computer Systems (NCS) Ltd, a subsidiary of
504 Singapore Telecommunications, in September 2007. The job, as far as I
505 could remember, was to maintain Red Hat Enterprise Linux (RHEL) servers,
506 Windows Servers, and also perform daily tape backup operations in the
507 data center. A strange phenomenon occurred during my stint in NCS Ltd.
508 Colleagues and staffs in other departments started to whisper and gossip
509 about me. When I approached them, none of them appeared to be willing to
510 tell me anything. I had conjectured that some chain emails could be
511 circulating about me in the organization. It seemed that some rumour
512 mongering activities were going on around me in the organization.
513 Without hesitation, my neighbours and their friends came into my mind.
514 They had probably approached some people in NCS Ltd, who were probably
515 very happy to entertain them and start the chain emailing around in the
516 organization. My neighbours and their friends were soon operating in the
517 surrounding area and began to harass me. I could not remember the exact
518 date I started to develop panic attacks. They were of a much milder
519 intensity than those which occurred between 27th May 2010 and 2nd June
520 2010. I was warded in Singapore General Hospital from 31st Jan 2008 to
521 5th March 2008. Just before the one-year contract expired, I left NCS Ltd.
523 (17) Between leaving NCS Ltd and joining Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd, I was
524 warded in Singapore General Hospital (SGH) a number of times for panic
525 attacks.
527 (18) After recovering from the panic attacks, I joined Asiasoft Online
528 Pte Ltd in February 2009 as an IT/IS engineer. Asiasoft Online is an
529 online game playing company in Singapore. The company offers online
530 games such as Maple Story, Audition, Cabal, GetAmped, Sudden Attack,
531 Yulgang, Monster Forest, Raycity, and Warriors of the 3 Kingdoms. I am
532 in charge of all the Linux game servers in the company. My biggest and
533 proudest achievement cum project was to setup and configure a fully
534 working IP Security (IPsec) Virtual Private Networking (VPN) tunnel for
535 the company. IPsec VPN is much harder and more complicated to setup than
536 OpenVPN (which is based on SSL or Secure Socket Layer). My next task was
537 to setup and configure a secondary/backup mail exchanger for the company
538 using qmail MTA (Mail Transfer Agent). qmail is much harder and more
539 tedious to configure than postfix MTA. (Yahoo! Singapore is using qmail
540 MTA.) By far, sendmail MTA is the hardest and the most complicated in
541 the Linux world to setup and configure. I was also in charge of the two
542 Domain Name Service (DNS) servers (primary and secondary) in the company
543 and maintaining and updating all the IPv4 forward and reverse zone
544 records. Being in charge of the DNS servers allowed me to learn a bit
545 about Sender Policy Framework (SPF), DomainKeys and DKIM. If my memory
546 does not fail me, the DNS servers were installed by me using Fedora
547 Linux and BIND 9 daemon/service. It is quite simple actually. The final
548 assignment for me in the company was to install and configure all the
549 Yulgang game servers. Majority of the Yulgang game servers are using
550 openSUSE 10.2 32-bit Linux. Only a few Yulgang servers are using Windows
551 servers. (William Phoon Choon Keong, who was my former IT department
552 manager in Asiasoft Online before Melvin Lee came in to replace him
553 towards the end of July 2009, installed and managed the Yulgang Windows
554 game servers.) GetAmped is using Solaris UNIX. During the relocation of
555 the company office from Singapore Post @ Paya Lebar to Tampines Central,
556 I had a chance to play around with CISCO switches and routers and learn
557 some CISCO IOS commands (mostly forgotten by now). But networking is not
558 my forte. I am mostly an IT infrastructure engineer. I have yet to take
559 the CCNA. By the way, the same rumour mongering that happened in NCS Ltd
560 also surfaced in Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd.
562 (19) My father suffered from a mild stroke on 13 September 2009 in which
563 his left side of the body was affected and he was warded for 19 days. He
564 was discharged from Changi General Hospital Singapore on 1st October
565 2009. On the same day, I resigned from Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd.
567 (20) After resigning from Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd on 1st October 2009,
568 my neighbours and their friends suddenly and unexpectedly increased
569 their force and intensity tremendously in harassing, frightening,
570 terrifying, threatening, and conducting psychological warfare/abuse on
571 me, culminating in a severe panic attack on 27 May 2010 Thursday and
572 several other panic attacks after that, leading to my hospitalization on
573 1st June 2010 in Changi General Hospital for a period of 32 days, and
574 discharging on 2nd July 2010, which I have already described above. The
575 27 May 2010 panic attack was an extremely terrible experience for me. I
576 thought I was having a heart attack and going to die. I was having a
577 hyperventilation and my heart rate goes up to almost 150 beats per
578 minute. Both my palms were totally cramped up. My heart was also aching.
579 It took about an hour before the panic attack subsides.
581 (21) As at 11 August 2010 4:03 A.M. Singapore Time, I am still having
582 chest pain in the upper left side of my chest from time to time.
583 Although the doctors at CGH stubbornly pinned everything on panic
584 attacks and anxiety symptoms and ruled out the possibility of a
585 heart/coronary artery disease, I am taking no chances at all. It is
586 after all my life. I really suspect that I might have an underlying
587 heart/coronary artery disease condition which could have been masked by
588 my panic attacks and anxiety symptoms. I have a suspicion that my main
589 blood arteries or veins in the chest could have been narrowed. Otherwise
590 what could have given rise to a chronic chest pain since Jan 2009? I
591 want a MRI test for my chest and a functional MRI (fMRI) test for my
592 brain as well. I want to live and I want to live to a ripe old age. I
593 want to have a long and healthy life.
595 (22) Sometime in October 2009, my neighbours were saying that I have
596 appeared on Singapore's national Mediacorp TV in the corridor of our
597 apartment block. I could not independently verify whether I have
598 appeared on the national TV during this period or some earlier period.
599 But the strangest thing was that people started to avoid me. My
600 relatives (maternal side) were initially reluctant to talk to me over
601 the phone. They did not even visit my house during Chinese New Year
602 2010. My secondary school friends, polytechnic friends, army friends,
603 NUS friends, NCS friends, Asiasoft Online friends, and ClubSNAP
604 photography friends were suddenly refusing or were afraid to answer my
605 phone calls! I have about 300 people on my Windows Live MSN list and
606 more than 250 people have deleted me from their MSN list. Total
607 strangers in the streets and public places started giving me weird
608 looks, or whispering about me, or taking a few steps back away from me.
609 Even patients, nurses and other staffs in government general hospitals
610 were doing the same thing. What is actually going on? If I really did
611 appear on the national TV, what was actually being reported about me? I
612 want to know the answer. Maybe the Reporters without Borders could help.
614 (23) One day in Shenton Way, I overheard a stranger in a food court
615 saying that my neighbours and their friends were discussing about me on
616 Singapore's Mediacorp radio stations. I could not independently verify
617 whether I have actually been brought up on radio stations in Singapore.
618 There are so many radio stations in Singapore! So which one should I
619 tune in to? And what are the timings?
621 (24) My relatives (maternal and paternal sides) did eventually visit us
622 recently. My relatives (maternal side) visited my house 1-2 weeks ago
623 after receiving a phone call from my mother in hospital. She was
624 admitted on 9th July 2010 together with the assistance (or rather the
625 presence) of CGH Medical Social Worker Miss Cerene Wong. My relatives
626 (paternal side) visited our house a few days back though I don't even
627 recognize them. Please note that I am writing this on 11 August 2010
628 Wednesday Singapore Time.
630 (25) I am extremely baffled by my neighbours' knowledge of my
631 conversations with doctors and nurses in Changi General Hospital
632 Singapore and Singapore General Hospital. I am also baffled by their
633 knowledge of my medical appointments and when I change my medical
634 appointments. Who gave them all these information?
636 (26) My neighbours told me that their masters' intention and motivation
637 is to systematically destroy me.
639 (27) Please don't fix me. Please. Please don't make my life miserable
640 for eternity. Please. Please Please Please. Please leave me alone in
641 peace. Please. Please don't make me keep on having panic attacks. I will
642 definitely suffer from heart attacks very early on in life due to the
643 protracted psychological abuse putting the extra strain on my heart.
644 Please. Please Please Please.
646 (28) I am hoping to get a job in the IT sector within the next 1-2 or 3
647 months. I am currently waiting for my mother to be discharged from the
648 Institute of Mental Health (IMH) hospital. Dr. Malu (think I got the
649 name wrong) there has already told me she would be discharged within a
650 few days or a few weeks. Please don't do the same thing to me
651 (harassing, frightening, terrifying, threatening, and psychological
652 warfare/abuse) for my next job again. Please. I am anticipating that you
653 will do it with an extremely high probability.
655 (29) Please don't persecute me. Please. Please. Please.
657 Yours sincerely,
659 Mr. Teo En Ming
660 Chinese Hanyu Pinyin Name: Zhang Enming
661 Citizenship: Singapore Citizen/Singaporean
662 Facebook: Teo En Ming (Zhang Enming)
663 Mobile Phone (Starhub Prepaid): +65-8369-2618
664 MSN/Windows Live Messenger: teoenming@×××××××.com
665 For online photos of me when I was a kid, please scroll down to the
666 bottom of my signature.
701 Dip(Mechatronics) BEng(Hons)(Mechanical Engineering)
702 Alma Maters:
703 (1) Singapore Polytechnic Graduated 1998
704 (2) National University of Singapore Graduated 2006
705 My Primary Blog:
706 My Secondary Blog:
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708 Location: Bedok Reservoir Road, Singapore
709 ZIP: 470103
710 Place of Birth: Singapore
711 NRIC/National Identity Card No: S78*6*2*H
712 Date of Birth: 5th March 1978
713 Race: Chinese
714 Dialect Group: Hokkien
715 Height: 1.78 meters
716 Online photos of myself when I was a kid:
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725 Email: space.time.universe(at)
726 Alternate email #1: teoenming(at)
727 Alternate email #2: teo.en.ming(at)